The Real Me

Many people say I’m a snob. I concur. I am not the type who adjust flexibly just to anyone.

Most of the people I know say I complain a lot. I agree. I have this attitude of telling everything I don’t like besides those I hate doing, I know, I’m despicable.

I am a loner. I enjoy solitude. You often see me alone in times of my emotional dramas and clichés. Distraction of my privacy annoys me. If I want to be alone, I should; and everyone should not cross the line. If I’m upset, angry or not in the mood, I often tell. I don’t act in contrary to what I feel, never did I. Most people sealed their lips, I do otherwise.

My hobbies vary. It constantly changing, but rest assured I have several that I still do. Add to it, as a music lover. I love listening to music. I habitually sing with them. I typically picks songs in random, I choose those ear-fascinating. I don’t mind metal rock, punk or even the instrumental, as long as my ear likes them, then I will listen. Watching tv series, dramas and movies is the next best hobby for me. I am an ultimate couch potato, really. Though there are plenty of movies I failed to finish watching, I still pick and play whatever there is. If the movie bores me, I stop it or I fall asleep.

Aside from listening to watching whatever, I blog. Blogging is writing. My write-ups depend on my mood also; but I write a lot. It became my emotional outlet for the past years and up to now, blogging aids my peevish and tantrums.

I can sing and tries to be good. I can’t sing well because I have problem with key notes. High key notes always get me down. Well, I’d rather sing than dance. My feet are both left, so I can’t dance. I’m physically incapable to dance because I have a huge body built, fat to be exact. Blame the food! Food always putting a spell on me, they became irresistible. I’m a risk-taker when it comes to food, that’s why also. Though there are so many dishes I am yet to try, I don’t mind taking them one at a time. It takes time to taste everything. If not from restaurant or cafeteria, I cook it myself. Yea, I’m an amateur cook. I cook for myself, my special someone, my kids, my friends and my family.

KIDS? Shock?! Yea, I have kids. Let’s say, more then 20. Some of them are currently with their foster parents. I only got 4 under my roof. They are my sweethearts; the apple of my eyes. Ok, cut it!

Let’s continue with my vice; and that’s shopping. I hate it when I have money because I shop a lot. Let’s say, with shoes, I can’t buy just a pair of them, it pleasures me if I can have three. I’m always like that and I don’t think that will change.

Lately, I’m becoming too emotional. Maybe because I am out of my comfort zone; hopefully, things will be better soon.

posted by Yesha Gee at Saturday, February 17, 2007- 5comments