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Wednesday, July 4, 2007

Sickly Mushiness

I don’t know exactly why my heart was so hurt today; the feeling that you’d like to cry but can’t find a reason to defend why you have to. I think I’m so lonely and I can feel that my heart has been torn really really bad. I wish I could cry, but my mind is always reminding – i should not always listen to my heart. The heart is never right, it simply confuses the senses. Sometimes, the mind can not comprehend the feelings that the heart is aching. Most of the time, the mind is the worst enemy of the heart.

I know I became so mushy today. I am confused too. Do you think I like the way I’m acting?

I can really feel the pain – it’s as if my heart is about to explode. My eyes could no longer hold the tears that I should have released long ago. My heart screams for cure. But what can I do? It is not meant to be. I have no reason to cry, and definitely have no reason to get hurt. Is there a way we hide the cry of thy heart? The most explicit question is – can we?

My eyes aren’t crying, but my heart was swamped with its own tears. I wish someday, my heart will restore itself. I know time will heal the pain. I just hope God will grant me wisdom so I can finally have reason to decide and move on.

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posted by Yesha Gee at Wednesday, July 04, 2007-
10Comments:
  • At July 4, 2007 at 9:24 AM, Blogger Ukaya Explorer Nikoysaid…

    you have to let that pain out. just let the tears fall. you don't have to have a reason and you'll feel a little better after.

     
  • At July 4, 2007 at 11:56 AM, Anonymous ruth ruth ruthsaid…

    what's wrong with you my friend? hehehe... now comes the other side of yessa... bitaw, honestly, i also have those brief moments of insanity. let it out, cry if u need to, shout if it would make things better... or maybe it's just the weather?

     
  • At July 4, 2007 at 12:27 PM, Blogger kalamansi.juicesaid…

    my friend naunsa diay ka? ihilak lang na ui. kaya na nimo. i know naa ka daku na problema. kung unsa man na have faith sooner or later everything will be ok. ok? ayaw kaayo pag mushy kay ikaw lang nagapasakit sa sarili nimo. ok doks!!!

     
  • At July 4, 2007 at 12:45 PM, Anonymous musicasaid…

    what is it? who or what causes your heart to hurt like that? want me to kick he's/she's/it's ass? anyway, let your tears fall ... you'll see it'll ease your heavy heart ... usahay kailangan sad jud nato patagakun akong luha ug sip-un...lisud na basig mgkachest pain gani ka ..tsktsktsk...mas dako na na prob ;)

    cheer up!

     
  • At July 4, 2007 at 2:42 PM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    Dont you worry mam, tomorrow the sun will shine the sky will be blue and you will be born a new...just closed your eyes tonight remember all the things in your life that made you who you are and the reason why so people care about you. So take a deep breath and move on into a new beginning and shine brigther than you ever have before....God bless

     
  • At July 4, 2007 at 2:43 PM, Anonymous Lynnesaid…

    Dont you worry mam, tomorrow the sun will shine the sky will be blue and you will be born a new...just closed your eyes tonight remember all the things in your life that made you who you are and the reason why so people care about you. So take a deep breath and move on into a new beginning and shine brigther than you ever have before....God bless

     
  • At July 6, 2007 at 4:45 AM, Anonymous charissaid…

    ye, naunsa ka??? =(

     
  • At July 6, 2007 at 10:30 AM, Anonymous mimisaid…

    Have faith and be strong..cry if you want and let it out it will make you feel much better. Just remember that life must go on and you have to deal with it.Remember that everything has a purpose.

     
  • At July 6, 2007 at 11:14 AM, Anonymous mayobabesaid…

    jinggay!..naunsa man diay ka??
    you should share that feeling of hurt to a friend..ayaw na itago sa imong sarili lang...friends could give great advices that could soothe whatever it is na nagapa-hurt sa imo karon...
    let it out...don't be afraid to cry..don't pretend that its ok, kahit hindi...
    if you think na there is no way out sa hurt na imong na feel karon..PRAY..real hard...mao jud na akoang gibuhat yessa, when I have nobody to turn to...PRAY real hard...
    and try me...even if you think that I can't do anything, just try me...I'm just here..you know that...

     
  • At July 6, 2007 at 11:14 AM, Anonymous mayobabesaid…

    jinggay!..naunsa man diay ka??
    you should share that feeling of hurt to a friend..ayaw na itago sa imong sarili lang...friends could give great advices that could soothe whatever it is na nagapa-hurt sa imo karon...
    let it out...don't be afraid to cry..don't pretend that its ok, kahit hindi...
    if you think na there is no way out sa hurt na imong na feel karon..PRAY..real hard...mao jud na akoang gibuhat yessa, when I have nobody to turn to...PRAY real hard...
    and try me...even if you think that I can't do anything, just try me...I'm just here..you know that...

     
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THE HEART SPEAKS

from ~~~~~~~~

DEAR JESUS,
You told Your close followers
who were taught how to seek the Father's heart
that whatever they asked for in prayer,
that they were to believe they received it
and it would be theirs. (Mark 11:24)

O, Father, help me to know Your heart intimately
so that I'll know how to pray,
what to pray,
and believe in advance
that I will receive it!


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