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Wednesday, March 21, 2007

Anguish

She is a fighter – her friends always told her. She is strong – no doubt about that. She is smart – exemption every finals is ordinary. She is independent. She was happy but things turned upside down when she met him.

A note is always attached to her computer monitor – yelling “STOP IT!” to make her stop. She’s in love – yes, she is – to a person she can never have. If love is the topic, her friends always call unto her – cos she’s the only person in the group who can give you the worst and realistic advice a brokenhearted wanted. Her friends would always think – she’s the most practical girl in the circle cos she is.

It was a lovely day in 2005 when she quoted someone in a forum. She loves internet – online conferencing, emailing, private messaging, forums, online discussion – but she despise chatting. The guy’s name is Nickel and her username is Dime. Nickel was lonely that time – he badly needs a person to talk to and by chances – met Dime, the happy-go-lucky girl.

Her dinner was overcooked cos she’s preoccupied. It’s been a week of talking to the strangest man in the world – and she giggles. Never did she realize she’s not being herself anymore. She used to enjoy cooking, likes eating, sleep and hang out at night. Though her work is a monster – she manages to chill. But lately, her routine was ruined.

The guy is a sweet tongue – and obviously a player. He’s a nice friend but not a boyfriend material. He loves to flirt around – obvious or not. Two weeks after flirting with her – she found out he’s flirting with Barbie, a popular girl in the forum. Knowing this and seeing that – stubs her heart deeply up to her soul. Unpredictably, she cried. She never cried for a guy before. It hasn’t to be – cos she should not. The guy has the freedom to flirt around cos they’re merely friends.

A week of struggles passed by too quickly – unable to ease and cure a tormented heart. She’s falling apart and her heart was broken into tiny pieces. She thought she found love – yet she found heartache. She thought she’s destined to be happy with him – but fate doesn’t have it.

Books freed her. Books shoulder her pain. Books hear her cries. Books feel her agony. Books show her a new life. She never really like books though – and hates reading. But books revived her and teach her to smile once more.

Now, she’s back on the track again – a bit unhappy but again willed. She caught her old self again and now ready to face a challenge – finding her own personal legend.

She took off the “STOP IT” sign attached to her monitor and smiled as she read the new one “Welcome back, Dime!”.


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posted by Yesha Gee at Wednesday, March 21, 2007-
18Comments:
  • At March 21, 2007 at 8:22 AM, Anonymous musicasaid…

    i bet my "friend" can relate to this ... gurls shouldn't be taken easily by sugar coated words uttered by a no good guy ... hello?!! i hope 'dime' learned her lesson ... "don't eat too much candy coz it'll hurt your tooth" hehehe =b

     
  • At March 21, 2007 at 8:28 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    Yeah! Whoever that 'friend' is, i hope she learned her lesson. And if she does it again --- promise, i'll send her 'colgate'. LOL =)

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 7:38 AM, Blogger Ukaya Explorer Nikoysaid…

    based on experience?

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 7:42 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    LOL. Nope --- it's just a short story.

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 10:12 AM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    it was a nice story. truly heartbreaking..she should have never trusted...

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 10:16 AM, Anonymous mimisaid…

    hhhmm very nice story, women can learn from it, being a fighter and standing up when you fall. life must go on no matter what happen.Dime did the right thing, reading books and doing some things that can make her happy and free.

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 1:39 PM, Blogger kalamansi.juicesaid…

    This comment has been removed by the author.

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 1:39 PM, Blogger kalamansi.juicesaid…

    nice story maski wala ko kabasa...
    simple keep updating this blog...
    mag update ko sa akoang blog next month with new pics...
    keep it up!!!

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 1:49 PM, Anonymous Ayhensaid…

    Toughness doesn’t guarantee to suppress you from ache.

     
  • At March 22, 2007 at 2:00 PM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    well well well.. seems the story familiar to me... hahhaa! it mirrors my expeienced. but the lesson there is...always learn from ur mistake and its gonna be a bang-bang for you if stil be in that situation again...

     
  • At March 23, 2007 at 12:17 PM, Anonymous charissaid…

    if i may quote paulo coelho (from the alchemist),he said:

    if what one finds is made of pure matter, it will never spoil and one can always come back.

    if what you had found was only a moment of light, like the explosion of a star, you would find nothing on your return.

     
  • At March 24, 2007 at 9:51 PM, Blogger Paj T. Vajsaid…

    This is truly heart breaking but I bet she is now living an unconcern and carefree style right now. I think I heard of this story from someone. .. But I won't divulge. . .*hugs Hugs* be happy there are tons of fish out there...

     
  • At March 25, 2007 at 7:47 AM, Anonymous shinjisaid…

    hihi simpleyesa

    nice blog! i was wondering where that music was coming from... ;P

    ~shinji

     
  • At March 26, 2007 at 4:42 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    Wow! Shinj, thank you soooo much for dropping by. Gosh! This is wonderful --- very wonderful!

    and pvgurl, you're great as always. =)

     
  • At March 26, 2007 at 7:39 AM, Blogger HopChowsaid…

    Hello Yesa. It's a sad story, it reads well though and conveys emotion beautifully. I'm very impressed with your ability. You're truly a gifted and special individual keep in touch dear.

     
  • At March 31, 2007 at 5:13 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    Yeah --- i know i'm unique. hehehe. Thanks for posting. =)

     
  • At April 13, 2007 at 10:07 AM, Anonymous - jigz -said…

    Very nice story

     
  • At January 19, 2009 at 3:45 PM, Anonymous rhencysaid…

    wow nakarelate naman ako masyado sa story..ang ganda.

     
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DEAR JESUS,
You told Your close followers
who were taught how to seek the Father's heart
that whatever they asked for in prayer,
that they were to believe they received it
and it would be theirs. (Mark 11:24)

O, Father, help me to know Your heart intimately
so that I'll know how to pray,
what to pray,
and believe in advance
that I will receive it!


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