Now i have the reason to say that i'm eccentric. Or must've it been that the moment i came to be at ease with someone, is the same very moment that someone stop showing affection. I was trying to figure out what's in me that makes people like me and at the same time, what's in me that people turned away from me? I thought i was loveable, caring, kind. Perhaps my frankness pushes them away. Was it? I am in all honesty so pessimistic. It takes time for people to adjust, it just so happen, I adjust rarely quick that tend to make people gets tired of it.
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