Physically, when he smiles, he looks so different. He is neither cute nor good looking. He simply has the charm to lure someone who's starring. He doesn’t have the big built, he is not that tall either yet he dresses like a model which I often find weird.
As a person, he is someone you can rely on. Very organise, very prompt, very smart. I am not sure if he is thoughtful cos he’s never been one to me before, he might be for someone else though. But I know he is kind. He’s adventurous and doesn’t want to stay at one place. He wants to do this and wants to do that. But my guess, there is something he really wants to do but is afraid to do so. He is brave but valiantly coward.
As a friend, he likes to be surrounded with friends. He cares a lot. He definitely is a good friend, but I don’t know how he is if you’re not his friend. He’s stubborn yet he follows. He follows yet he complains. He act young knowing his age, sometimes he reacts more than his age.
He likes to be recognised, be appreciated, be seen; but he never recognises, appreciates, and sees. Nonetheless, he makes effort to make you feel welcome, make you feel good, make you feel better, make you feel taken cared of, make you feel happy. And that’s the reason people misunderstood, just like me!
He needs comfort but doesn’t want to be comforted. He needs someone to talk but doesn’t talk at all. He hates it when people giggle. He doesn’t like seeing me giggling over a hunk, he just despise a desperate gal like me.
He doesn’t show he hate someone, he just make the person feel it. He doesn’t see you in the eye cos in his eyes you will find the answers. He is still looking for answers knowing the fact that he might not accept it.
All in all, he is someone so unpredictably peculiar. And this what makes me like him. Yes, that much.
So sad though. It is hopeless to show affection to someone you‘re in love with, if he doesn't see you at all!
I love him But when the night is over He is gone The river's just a river Without him The world around me changes The trees are bare and everywhere The streets are full of strangers
I love him But every day I'm learning All my life I've only been pretending Without me His world will go on turning A world that's full of happiness That I have never known
I love him I love him I love him But only on my own
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