Again and again. i am trying to make life worth living. I am so under the deep down of everything which makes me nostalgic at most.
Lately, i've been starting to wake up in the middle of the night crying. I just couldn't stop thinking about Y and the fact that he is getting married on 27th.
I tried so hard not think of this huge blow in my life. Honestly, i could have been depressed to the maximum level if not of the people around me who cares so much.
I'm not so sure how to stand up and rise again, but hopefully will get through the tough times.