It is almost a month now since I started working with the new company. I am so blessed to get the job and really thankful for all the blessings. I know God has a purpose why I got the job.
Well, life should not be easy all the time. Like physics, it explains that anything goes up must come down. Ok, granted. I had the best days in the company so it is now the time for me to feel a little bit lousy. *shame*
Frankly speaking, I had the most embarrassing moment of my life today. It was funny and humiliating. But the thing is, I really can’t get over it. I still am so mortified with what happened and I couldn’t think of ways how to make myself let go of it and hardly forget it.
Details to this so-called ‘most embarrassing moment’ of my life are very difficult to disclose. I just want to let out these unexplainable emotions I have in my heart cos really, if I’m not gonna say anything, it will surely blow me away.
Right now, I feel so down, so disoriented, so dull. I hope to center myself anytime soon cos it will not be healthy if I go on like this. Afterall, everyone have their own embarrassing moment to shrug about. It is so happen, I had this today. Yeah, I deserve one hell of humiliation. *cries*