Unlike my old self, I always find joy in small things. I have gratitude in everything. But as I step the ladder to my dreams, along with it, my wants grew higher. It is so surprising to realize that am not the old Yesa people knew.
I faced so many things and struggled too much. Just too much for the fragile Yesa to handle. I let frustrations, problems, and anxieties imprisoned me.
Apparently, my whole being was astonished after those sudden changes.
Events are dragging. Most experiences are heartbreaking. It is rather more difficult and more confusing. I think I’ve just lost my freedom. I felt like a prisoner of my own self. Overly burdened. Bewilderered.
I know things will get better soon. For now, I find strength from the caring people around me. I thank God for them.