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Thursday, September 20, 2007

A Lost Love

I am chasing a lost love. He begged for my love not too long ago, and I thought I could forget about him cos I was sure I can. How funny things turned into, cos I’ve been missing him a lot and twist of fate, he’s not into me anymore.

Who’s to blame why we ended up like this? If I am too desperate enough, I would think, I put the blame on me. But then again, people do change and I never thought he will change abruptly.

I’m not begging for him to come back yet I admit, I missed his presence so much. I’ve been showing him that I’m missing him and it pains me cos he’s letting it down the drain. I don’t feel his compassion anymore. I can’t see any trace of love and kindness anymore. I am not going to give up cos I will wait for the time when my heart gets tired of it. What goes around comes around, the forces of nature. Do I deserve this? Maybe, it’s fate.

I know he’s not going to love me the way he loved me before. He vividly shown me how rigid he was to let me know he can live without me now. He saw how fragile I was, yet he kept on breaking my heart. For now, I’m all okay; I still have the courage to heal my own heart.

The heart gets tired too and I’m just waiting for it to say she has had enough then I’ll go.

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posted by Yesha Gee at Thursday, September 20, 2007-
  • At September 20, 2007 at 6:02 AM, Anonymous ruthsaid…

    u'r sure this is Bi we are talking here? doesn't sound like the man i know... nwei, maybe all u need is space and time to think about how ur relationship is going lately, set ur priorities, list down the things u want to continue and those things u have to let go. and while doing all these, reinvent urself, play the field (by field, i mean a lot- not just the relationship field). i'm sure one day u'll find that life is more than what u have right now... i suggest u take on the carpe diem philosophy. and next time, always remember that u have friends to call on, turn to, shout at when the world crumbles, tc.

  • At September 20, 2007 at 6:35 AM, Blogger kalamansi.juicesaid…

    basta yes be happy kung unsa ang nahitabo sa inyuha... naa pay mas better na muabot... ana gyud na... when you love, you also get hurt... someday and one day i know you will be happy... matingala na lang ka magkatawa na lang ka sa mga nangyari sa past nimo... learn from it... and be a better person...

  • At September 20, 2007 at 7:07 AM, Anonymous Avysaid…

    There's always someone better meant for us. :)
    Take care always.

  • At September 20, 2007 at 8:29 AM, Anonymous mayosaid…

    ..ouch..sakit jud na sya kaayo..pero it will be over of now, I know wala paka kabalo sa imong buhaton with regards to that pain pero soon enough, all your prayers will be answered...sometimes man gud we forgot that part of loving is pain..just because we get too drowned with the emotion of falling inlove we usually anticipate that you are also giving yourself the access to be hurt..part jud na sya sa of now learn to live a life without'll see that you're world is much more happier and enjoyable when shared with everybody not jus with one me, many times I've been hurt coz of loving someone that he become my life..pero despite that I never hated "love"..instead I appreciate it more when I was in pain...
    Goodluck girl and Stay as strong as you can be

  • At September 22, 2007 at 7:07 AM, Anonymous jigssaid…

    kaya mo yan te....
    ingat k palagi...

  • At January 23, 2008 at 2:57 AM, Anonymous neji hyuugasaid…

    it won't be long until your heart gets tired. when that time comes, that person you are talking about will realize how much he has lost. it's not your lost.

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