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Friday, April 13, 2007

the Search for what is Missing

My life is as simple as ABC but I always complicate it with the squared of XYZ. I couldn’t even tell what is missing cos I have no idea – if there is to expect. I’ve been manipulating these ABC’s with XYZ’s – in finding what is there ahead of me. I know that the constant C has the value of 3 – Yes, the number 3. My life went aboard, seafaring and sailing to gather anything I could bear and I could get. I know the Alphabet have numbers assigned to it, A for 1, B for 2, constant C for 3 and so on until it hits the ending of Z for 26.

The equation of my life was simple as I knew it to be. I’d always thought it was just A + B + C; unfortunately, not just the XYZ set hurdles but rather the squared of them. See how silly of me?

Experience is equal to the value of Z minus the sum of A, B and C. I know, I know, my experience should be bigger than anything I could calculate but Experience is just a portion of what I am looking – a fulfillment I can’t even tell. Should I snorkeling or even diving – to explore the sea of confusion and shadow?

I’ve been dealing about Love my whole life cos I am longing to be loved more than I could love someone. I long for someone who’ll show me love – caress me, hug me, and kiss me. But Love is just the difference of Y and X, added to the square of B. I am not desperate cos I am not really searching. Love can wait; afterall, I’m not ready. I’m still young. All I wanted is to be loved by anyone – anybody special to me.

I have Hope as I always been. I wouldn’t have dream and aim if I did not have that. To fulfill or to fail is something I can’t predict but as long as the hope is there – I have nothing to worry about, really! Hope is the summation of the squares of A, B and C, sum multiplied by B, added to the sum of X, Y, and Z, deducted by the always constant C of me.

If you add my Experience, Love and Hope – you will get my Life. My life is easy yet it’s thorny. How would I know if what I am doing right now is the ‘what’ I’ve been dreaming about? Can I think about my own being? Was my life enough?

My Being is the sum of the squared of my Experience, the squared of my Love and the square-root of my Hope. I thought my Being is my tool to discover and to unravel what is there for me. I always contemplate it that way. But am I sure about it? Am I looking straight or I am just blinding myself?

It’s easy to say Being is ‘it is’. But I have to multiply the Being with the constant C to find the ‘Self’ – and I can’t define self. I’ve been to a forum that debates about it but I only read words from the mouths and terms for the mind. Did they even dig deeper to their soul to understand? Or I still have to multiply the ‘Self’ by the constant C to see.

Multiplying the Self by the C helps me to pause and think. No need, but groupings will do. Yes! grouping shows. I group the value of ‘Self’ into two (group not divide) and I was amazed to learn that I’ve been missing a lot of my life. I am looking, searching, pointing, and even probing just to know what is it there. I took the important thing for granted. How funny it is to look so far – where I can always ask those 2 groups of the ‘Self’ to tell what it is there to check.

Have you ever read between the lines? Did you dig what I try to convey? Or maybe your mind is too narrow and you quickly gave up to simply miss it? Life is like a Math – it has calculations whether you’ll take it simple or not.

So, what were those 2 groups that come from the calculated Self? ASK the Alphabet and write it capitalized. Oh yeah, I advice you get a paper, a pen, and a calculator – you need it for the calculations.

God Bless Us!

~ phew

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posted by Yesha Gee at Friday, April 13, 2007-
  • At April 13, 2007 at 1:34 PM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    uhh nice blog i guess. These things take up alot of time so i can appreciate your dedication and willingness to display your personal thoughts -cbis

  • At April 13, 2007 at 1:44 PM, Blogger kalamansi.juicesaid…

    nice entry...
    taas kaayo...
    maayo na kaayo ka musulat...
    gisagulan pa gyud og math...

  • At April 13, 2007 at 1:46 PM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    You did not read it Cbisram -- You have to read it. Calculate it. =)

  • At April 13, 2007 at 9:35 PM, Blogger HopChowsaid…

    Quite the post Yesa. I'm very fond of the math thanks for an interesting read.

  • At April 14, 2007 at 6:12 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    You're not fair. You should have read my entry and calculate. You have to get the value.

    Did you try to calculate it? What's your answer? Were you amazed?

  • At April 14, 2007 at 7:33 PM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    Oh god... I hate math with a passion.

    Never really read any blogs before. But it was an interesting read (now I'm going through the rest).

    Love ya,

  • At April 18, 2007 at 8:01 AM, Anonymous reikiaddictsaid…

    That is very interesting approach in life. Lol are you pursuing a Pythagorean way of life?

  • At April 20, 2007 at 12:45 PM, Anonymous ledamaesaid…

    i can relate somehow...esp when you said how you complicate your life..well,its so me..
    keep on writing and expressing "what lies buried in your heart!"

  • At April 20, 2007 at 12:52 PM, Anonymous ledamaesaid…

    i wasnt able to read between the lines...maybe m reading a too-deep-thought that my simple mind cannot comprehend..hehehe all i understand is...your life as how you live it...

  • At April 23, 2007 at 9:11 AM, Anonymous saisaid…

    uhhh... ME?

  • At April 23, 2007 at 7:29 PM, Anonymous saisaid…

    ^ by that i mean "YOU"... the answer is "ME"? ryt? w8... re-reading it...

  • At April 24, 2007 at 3:55 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    @Saikow - you're the second person who got it right! Excellent --- you've got A.

  • At April 24, 2007 at 5:55 AM, Anonymous Anonymoussaid…

    lisud kaau ang answer.tan-awon snko usab

  • At April 24, 2007 at 6:00 AM, Anonymous chikadeesaid…

    "My life is as simple as ABC but I always complicate it with the squared of XYZ"---> people always do that... it is when one contemplates that he/she finds out that his/her life is more complicated than what it is actually.

  • At April 25, 2007 at 5:54 AM, Anonymous musikasaid…

    ME = missing link ... hehehe yosh i got it...i kept rereading my head almost ache...tsktsktsk but i had fun ;)

  • At April 25, 2007 at 6:34 AM, Blogger simpleyesasaid…

    Third in the row Musika... great job! *wink*

    Yeah, wnat to see the solution. Show me later.

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